It has been 10days since you went in Tekong
Exactly one week more before you finally come out...
I miss you so much

NS is unavoidable, but i never actually thought it will affect me this much also...I thought maybe if i pack my days with activities time will hopefully pass faster..
It's still too slow. I miss looking at my phone once every few minutes knowing you would reply me and we would chat the whole day, from day to night. I miss going out on dates with you. Now and then i would still look at my phone, knowing yoou wouldnt message me but i will still check anyway.Everything feels so silent. Yeah, you say i have other friends to msg and chat with, but its different okay..... You probably wouldnt know how i felt. Every night i will especially keep the phone close to me, just waiting for the moment you would msg or call me, for that 15mins or half an hour...
Our conversations now can't even last for more than half an hour. I have so much things to tell you but you just can't hear it. Whenever you call me occasionally, i always just feel like crying whenever i hear your voice, i have to hold my tears back everytime..idk why... I guess i just miss you.

Sorry if i sounded cold, i just feel so tired waiting....

Hurry come back, my piggy