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This year's birthday will be a memorable one definitely.... cried on the starting of my bday, cried during the last minutes of my bday....all for the same person.. Clock stroked 12, aug 9...I was hoping all along and eagerly waiting for your msg to wish me happy birthday....you didnt.. I was hoping more than just a Happy birthday!...maybe I love you or something..idk...but you didnt give me...im pretty hurt Morning..you came to look for me at home, I was really happy... you gave me the presents..I couldn't believe you just made a crystal castle for me, I love it alot, I was super touched...almost cried, tears of joy, but I thought..no no more tears for today...but I was so happy, I really am Night....11plus, close to 12...you were saying previously over dinner that its super late, later no mrt home...I told you to go home straight after,dont need send me home..when I was saying that, there is that little part of me hoped that you will insist on sending me home..you didn't.. On the train I was hoping and hoping ..maybe...you would want to spend more time with me like how I would want to spend more time with you...but..nah, you left with the rest to take train home...the train door closed..I started crying....stupid me, why am I crying? Im the idiot who said to go home...and also the idiot who contridicts her self and want you to send me home...im retarded arent I? I can't even put my feelings across..cause I have a stupid egoistic nature and cause I dont want to be lay off as spoiled... we quarrelled..on my bday, few mins after my bday....I cried nonstop...I stopped and begin again stupid girl, why are you so weak? I love you alot...thats why everything you do matters to me, all the good and bad..and everything you say, I remember every single one clearly.. Idk about you...but I sure hell love you a little more each day...every single day.. Happy Birthday to me |
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