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If I don't tell you my thoughts, show you the other side of me, who else should I show it to? Isn't cause you trust that particular person enough to let your every other side of personalities come out? If I were to treat you like how I treat my other friends,wouldn't you think of me as either being fake, cause I always keep laughing and smiling and living a carefree life,or just sickening cause no one could probably be so happy? At some points of time, I can be fragile, I can make alot of temper and noise....but no one sees it cause won't all of them leave me for acting like some spoilt princess? I trust you enough to show you what I think, what I love, what I hate....only cause i know you wouldn't despise me..or would you? I do admit I have a bad temper, but my friends know that too, so usually when I get alittle pissed off they would always try to cheer me up and make me laugh..No, no one in this world is so damn good tempered, even a good tempered person will have times they are not at their best temper.... Then again, maybe is my own fault, for showing too much..for trusting to much.. Am I getting too annoying and hatable? Are you getting sick of my ways and habits?
These few days have been tough on us both I'm really sorry for making you feel so insecure thanks to my actions and my words I have hurt you badly, yet, you are still sticking with me, you didnt let me go at all I appreciate that alot, i'm sorry for my temper.. I guess i should have tried to overlook all the matters instead of telling you, after all they are your family. Please have faith in me, don't always be insecure, i will never leave you.. all our quarrels and arguments and disagreements, we always get pass it don't we? I love you, always have,and always will 
No more crying so easily anymore, I will be stronger no matter what. Cause, no one will like anyone so weak. No more being so childish, its time to start thinking alittle more maturely, grow up, what am I doing still acting like a little kid/ princess? This reality is harsh, I will never be perfect  
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