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Maybe im expecting too much from everyone. Maybe its just because I watched too much anime that I expects so much of myself and others. Maybe its cause im just pressurized by who knows what. Im not perfect, I have flaws, I think too much for people sometimes I wonder if they took me for granted. But then again I can only blame myself for being wjo I am this way. People say opening up is not a bad thing, but I beg the differ, it made me realised that even those close to you,they may not bother about your problems at all. I just need someone to listen. I dont think I can open up to you either. Can you take all my nonsense at all?? I have lots of flaws, will you still love me for me even if I complaint too much? Im scared you wouldn't. Maybe I expect too much from you, when I know I shouldnt expect anything. Why do I feel so lost? I dont feel we are like how we used to be any more. Are you losing interest? Is this all just a game?? People around me always say guys would do anything to chase the girl and once they get the girl they stop doing all the things they used to do to get the girl. I dont believe its true even up till now though, and i will never want to believe it. But..maybe im just being sensitive as usual, but afterall, im only human. 
HAPPY belated NEW YEAR!!! ITS 2013!! Now lets all leave all unhappy pasts behind in 2012 and look forward to a new year, new life, new everything! :D Guess my New year's wish is pretty simple, I just want all the closest people in my life right now, to always be with me. My family and friends, and you<3 My family-My parents, still always treating me like a princess, making sure i have everything i need and always taking care of me, loving me unconditionally. And my awesome beloved cousins! Hehe always there to support me, to hear me rant, and how we always crap so much together about everything and anything! My dear beloved group of friends i met in BIT, they are probably the reason why im still motivated to go to school everyday even with the tedious tasks on hand, never failing to make me laugh every single day, and all the funny (and dirty)stuffs we talked about. Ayee what to do without all of you here beside me XD And this bimbotic woman Amanda!!! The most retarded stuffs i do is always with her!!! I swear when both of us go out together it always brings chaos everywhere we go, but we are still loving itXD AND Mr Chua Xiangrong: Meeting you was probably one of the best thing which happened to me in 2012, something which i will never regret^^ I want you to know how much i appreciate all the things you do. You always make me feel like a princess. Everytime I am in your arms, I feel safe and i will always felt like the luckiest girl in the world. Oh! I love looking back and think about how we met and how it all started between us:D I fell alittle more for you each time i see you. I will never give up on us, dont give up on me to yeah?^^ I love you, always<3  
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