2012 is ending soon~ And just ended exams today!!!:D
Okay thats not the main point~
Guess this post came in a day late haha!
The last repetitive date of the year and the last we are gonna see it, 12/12/12,
initially,i probably thought that, aye what only, nothing special bout it, just like how i passed 11/11/11 just like any other day~

But i guess this year is a pretty lucky year for me?XD
On this date, everything felt like it is gonna change^^
Really how funny that, from someone whom i couldn't be bothered to even get close, talk, make friends with, can suddenly be someone so close, someone i love so much, someone im so afraid of losing from the moment i realized i liked you.

Remember how we seriously just ignored each other everytime we saw each other? Or probably at most just talked a few sentences and blah, there we go to our own friendsXD But i guess we could thank PC for this relationship? DREAMS concert preparation, we were both in the log team, and cause of my boredom i started messing around with you heheXD Then we started talking more, and played gunbound together with the rest, and i wonder what lead us to messaging each other everydayyy..? Oh well! I guess fate just comes in as and when it likes hahaha^^

Ah but really, i would probably still be just in my own world, in my own bubble, not caring much about reality, relationships at all, just living life as it is, if those close to me didn't pop my bubbleXD But cause i finally decided to face reality, i finally saw you, i finally know how i can never actually just stay in a spot forever, i need to take another step forward. I wonder when did you really realised you started liking me too??I really fear sometimes that it would just be that slight crush you have for me and nothing more. I never knew the feeling of liking someone, until i met you. For awhile, i thought, nahhhh maybe its just a slight affection or cause you are a little interesting or something since we started becoming so close when we started talking, but, after that when i realised i feel uneasy when you dont  message me, kept thinking of you some time any time of the day suddenly, how your messages somehow always never fail to make me smile,to entertain me...I guess that just confirmed that it isnt just a small affection/interest?XD
But im so glad, our feelings are mutual. When those around me kept saying you liked me, i really thought they were joking. Who the hell in the right mind will like some violent, tomboyish, never caring for her image, clumsy girl? XD Maybe only you heheeee

Well being the straightforward me, i actually asked you and you actually confessed that you really liked me hahaha! It honestly made me so so so happy, and even though at that time, we were not official yet, you continued showing the usual care and concern for me, it really touched me when you do all these little things for me; which probably you may feel its insignificant but i actually remembered all of them, how you lend me your jacket in the movies, how you are forever feeding me strepsils cause i was coughing, and the clumsy me forever having injuries, you will keep asking how is it? All the small promises you made to me, like how you will bring me to watch sunrise one day, and always nagging me to go sleep concern that i will never get enough sleep XD You don't know how much i actually appreciated all of these ^^
12/12/12, you finally asked me to be your girl. I never actually thought you would ask me that soon, since its like exam period and all~ Plus you were scared we were going too fast right? But i guess, when you asked, you were probably already ready to accept me into your life ^^

From this on, we have each other to rely on. This is just our beginning, and we must start understanding each other alot alot more! I want to know all about you, i want you to tell me about your life, all your happiness, your sadness, and i will tell you about mine too^^ There will definitely be obstacles in near future, whatever happens, lets never let go of each other and face them together okay? We are all still amateurs in this relationship. But I will always be with you. You always think that you are never good enough for me, but really, you are perfect for me. And who doesn't have imperfections? I have so many flaws i cant even count them at all!! You say you could definitely put up with me, i know you will too ^^ Well, we are quite different from each other in a way as well, i love watching animes, into so many genres of music, Kpop, Jpop, Englishpop, and you, always only sticking to Kpop and rarely watches anime except for certain ones, wondering why Hatsune miku is so loved by us XD I love horror, you dislike horror, im probably more sociable than you who, finds it hard to approach people you just met XD Aye who cares, positive and negative comes together then it will be perfect! We do have one thing in common though: We both love each other alot :D


You dont know how much you meant to me. You have no idea how much every time you filled me with so much sweet words, i would have this really weird feeling(happiness?) all over me, feeling butterfly in my tummy, feeling so blessed<3 You don't know how secure i feel everytime you held my hands, like telling the rest, i belong to only you. You don't know how comforting i feel when you hug me. You don't know how much i feel like talking to you, every hour, every minute, every second of the day. I dont know when i became so attached to you as well. You don't dislike it do you?XD You are like, my angel...
Woah is this post getting too long?XD Maybe i should end it right now kekeke

I love you. I love the way you hold my hand, i love the way you hug me. I love how you always assured me that i will forever only be the girl you will love. I love how you always play with my hair. I love our sweet talks. I love how you always tease me but always ending it with super sweet words. I love all our late night conversations. I love how we are right now. I love you, my sweetest darling<3
I don't need the entire world, i don't need lavish things, i just want you to make me your only baby girl<3

I wonder if you will see this heheheeeXD